shhhh...

Wednesday night silence was the best option

there was much to be said but no words to say it

I was also having tech issues so some of the words I did have were not good

I am breaking my silence,

not because I have found the right words

but I because I suspect that if I don't say something, 

some of you will worry 

I am okay

not a hesitant, shaky, unsure okay

rather, 

it is with confidence 

and a deep cleansing breath 

I write the words and wholeheartedly mean them, 

I am okay

I am going to give myself a bit of time to quietly reflect

I also want to purposefully think through some plans

which means this spot may be quiet for a few days

silence does not frighten me,

being still energizes me, 

this won't be forever
I'll be back with more words 

"For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: ...a time to keep silence, and a time to speak" Ecclesiastes 3:1, part of vs. 7