conflicted

conflicted-

adjective: full of conflicting emotions or impulses:

conflict-

verb: to come into collision or disagreement; be contradictory, at variance, or in opposition; clash:

My life is conflicted.

I am all of these things:

vulnerable

capable of or susceptible to being wounded or hurt

secure

free from or not exposed to danger or harm; safe

angry

 inflamed, as a sore 

(Chiefly New England and Midland U.S)

peaceful

 free from war, strife, commotion, violence, or disorder

sad

affected by unhappiness or grief; sorrowful or mournful

hopeful

to believe, desire, or trust

incomplete

lacking some part

whole

containing all the elements properly belonging

confused

perplexed or bewildered

settled

fixed, or resolved definitely and conclusively

frustrated

disappointed; thwarted

joyful

keen pleasure

weary

physically or mentally exhausted by hard work, exertion, strain, etc.; fatigued

rested

relief or freedom, especially from anything that wearies, troubles, or disturbs.

alone

separate, apart, or isolated from others:

cherished

cared for tenderly; nurtured