when the adult feels like a toddler

big sighs
dragging feet
wanting to pout big time
somedays I feel more like a toddler than a 56 year old woman

what's wrong?
I don't know-
nothing?
everything?

I think I need
less sugar
more sleep
maybe a really good cry

I know
making life decisions tonight would be a bad idea
tomorrow will look better 
I definitely need more of Jesus every day

I am going to end this day with 
smaller sighs and deeper breaths
a cup or two of hot mint tea
and maybe a hershey's chocolate bar